- If he sees a child in the distance, he will focus on the child, sit and wait for the child to come over. If the child ignores him, he is confused.
- When he is snooting in the grass and sees someone he wants to approach, he pretends to find things to smell in the direction towards the person, and then raise his head.
- He snores, still.
- Still lays akimbo on his back.
- Loves to slide. He used to climb and then slide down the tarps at TRT; loves to put both front feet on a plastic bottle and skate across the tennis court.
- He used to love somersaults and sausage rolls. Now just sausage rolls.
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Must Remember
Monday, September 7, 2009
Why?

I love taking long walks with Wilbur. The local walk - through Meyersville, up and down the dinky roads to the circle - is almost bucolic. (Note: I have never used that word before.)
- Why does he burrow under his bed in the crate to sleep on a hot day?
- Why does he want to roll in dead snakes and voles?
- Why does he seek out tissues to rip and play with?
- " " " " " the fabric under the boxspring to rip and play with?
- " " " " " seek out and destroy the right insert to my Merrill clog,
and not the left, to which he has equal access? (Under my bed looks like a mouse nest.)
- How can he possibly be hungry after he eats 2 cups of dry food that expands to 4 cups in his stomach after he drinks water? (And I know for sure both measurements.)
- And since I have mentioned eating: Why is his entire world now focused on food? He drooled at the deli counter in Whole Foods.
- He's 98% Lab: Why can't he swim like a dog? All that follows his shoulders is under water when he paddles. He ends up swallowing water and not feeling so good after.
Sunday, August 23, 2009
What Would Liz Say?

I walked Wilbur on a long lead in the little woods near the house. He loves free walks, and I love letting him be a dog. I work him a little, in the woods - wait, don't, and sits when people come by - but basically we walk and I let him explore. I think if everything is forbidden, it becomes attractive; so I let him snoot, but bring him along when I want him to catch up, or change direction and follow me.
Monday, August 17, 2009
The Blog That Never Was: Raising John Wilbur Conner

- He jumps and licks. Working on that.
- Roll. He rolls all the time, but not on command. My bad.
- Heel and side. Should be a piece of cake. Especially if I offer him cake!
- Better manners in food situations at friends' houses. Tough one, that.
- Dress into the halti. (Does any pup actually walk into a gentle leader or halti? Come on.)
- Being more gentle taking treats.
- Fetch. He is a lab that does not retrieve. What is up with that?
- Most important: Recall. He comes with a "Here," but I have not really trained in an open, distracting area.

Saturday, July 11, 2009
The End of Life as I know it

Hi Elly,
My name is Mo Nard, and I am a volunteer breeder caretaker for CCI in Sacramento, CA. I have Niobe II. Wilbur II is headed your way from what I understand (friend forwarded me a
post she saw that you had done on CCI Miracles). Wilbur is adorable and very sweet. He was born on Feb. 16th. He is the light pink collared pup. Let me know if you have any questions about your little guy or his mother or siblings.
Wags,
Mo
And these pictures:

Wilbur clearly was the cutest of all the puppies, and there was a graveness to his demeanor clearly beyond his five weeks. I had great hopes for him. I was going to raise John Conner.
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Personal Trainer

Sat May 9, 2009
I have a personal trainer now. Wilbur.
It has been raining in the north east for fully a week. But I have kept him busy. If I did not, I would not be able to do anything. Meeting friends, playing with other dogs at work, especially his favorite friends CCI pup Zack (12 weeks) and Konar (18 months, turning in in a few weeks).
Yesterday I had to teach 21 4th grade girl scouts. I do that all week, and intermittently introduce him to smaller classes to older (grades 2 & up) kids). He is so wonderful with children. As obnoxious as he has been playing with other dogs, he is calm, sweet and gentle with children. I wonder if Mo and Steff have children, or exposed him to children from day one?
The biggest achievement has been the reward of working him with my cats. The cats, used to dogs like Fynn and Tomba but not devildogs chasing them in play, wait on the stairs or landing whenever I come home. After much work and hot dog bits, he does an automatic sit-stay at the top of my stairs as we enter my apartment. He waits for me at the top of the stairs. I know he is waiting for a reward, and he sure gets it, and so do I.
I bought a baby pool, and even though it was just a window of non-rain today, we went for a walk, rolled in pachysandra, dove in a few puddles and played in the kiddie pool to end the session. The good thing about the pool is that it removes the mud. Yet always training in between.
He has calmed down a great deal, and played appropriately at last puppy class and in the last week. I have been learning how to roll with and work with him, so I am sort of proud of both of us.
He does not miss me when another CCI puppy raiser keeps him for the day, nor when a friend held him on leash in the school as I unloaded my car. Excellent for a service dog.
Things to work on: not getting over excited with other dogs; basic training (coming along nicely); not worrying about things (worrisome things usually resolve themselves with maturity or training); not eating stones and goose poop. Eating the grass and leaves I can work with, as it won't kill him. The stones worry me, and the goose poop: well.
Pictures and video: http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v51/ejg220/Wilbur/
Goose Shit

April 16, 2009
Dear Diary,
Today was a big day! I am 8 weeks old today. But not only that. We were watching children run in a field after a ball, and then I found goose poop. It tastes like chicken!
Elly got so excited for me, she picked me up. So I kisses her on the face!
I can't wait for tomorrow!
Your friend,
Wilbur
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Jelly

When Cindy cautioned me that the mortality rate for bottle-raised kittens is 50%, I assured her I was tough.
“Kittens are different,” she warned me.
I had never raised a baby kitten on a bottle. I’ve help raise tiny baby birds just bigger than your thumbnail for over ten years. I was pretty good at that, so I thought I’d be good at raising a kitten. And I would have help. I had Sofie. Single orphan kittens – Singletons, the staff calls them – are notoriously bad mannered and bitey, not being socialized with siblings or parent to learn how to play appropriately. Sofie, I thought, would help teach manners to a Singleton.
I would raise her, love her, care for her and then give her up to be adopted, after eight weeks or so. That was the idea, anyway. That’s what fosters do.

But I was fiercely in love with her. After this picture, I ran to Cindy and asked if the 50% mortality window was still open. I wished my capacity for love were that, because if she died I would be devastated. Not like a baby wild bird at all.
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Butterflies
I am, by necessity, very good in general with first aid. Ever since I was a child, due to both clumsiness and stupidity, I have had bad encounters with sharp objects.
- When I was 7, I wanted to know what would happen to my right forefinger if I turned it in a little pencil sharpener. (My nail came off like a pencil shaving.)
- When I was 12, I tried to kick open a French door. (30 stitches in my heel and knee.)
- When I was 13, a glass broke in my hand as I was washing it. (Stitches between my left thumb and forefinger. Not my fault, really.)
- Many times I sliced off the tip of my left forefinger while cutting bagels. (Most of the time the tip grew back and actually calloused; once I had to get it stitched back on.)
- A great blue heron (with a 4 inch beak) stabbed me and missed my right eye by half an inch. (Inexperience handling herons helps you learn how to properly handle herons and control their heads.)
- A Barn owl with an injured left leg grabbed the base of my right forefinger with its mouse-killing talons. Not my fault! I was handling the bird gingerly because it had its leg injured by a buzz saw! (My finger curled and my hand swelled for a few days.)
- I stabbed myself in the thigh with a scalpel after a crow necropsy during West Nile season. That was so, so stupid. (After stopping the blood, I left the infirmary and no one noticed my shredded, bleeding scrubs, because I was working in the infirmary with shredding, bleeding birds. That's the picture I included.)
Monday, February 2, 2009
Fly Eggs

It was 9pm. The baby birds were fed and covered, and evening medications had been administered. I knew that all I had to do was to get comfortable for Beth to arrive with the owl. I turned on one of our large incubators and jacked the temperature up to 105°. I placed a thick towel on the stainless steel examination table. I filled a mug with hot water, placed a syringe with 20cc lactated ringers solution into it, scooped some ice cream into bowl, and sat down to read a book about harriers. Five minutes later, the car pulled in.
When she had called earlier, Beth identified the large owl she’d found that day as a Great horned owl. Horned owls are the largest, most powerful owl in the area. They range from 18 to 25 inches tall, the female tending to be larger than the male, and can weigh two, three, even four pounds. Great horned owls are called “Cat Owls,” probably because of their size, large, yellow eyes, black pupils and ear-like feather tufts at the tops of big, round heads. For the most part, any encounter with one is from a prey’s perspective, below the owl, as they tend to perch high in trees. Like a cat, a Great horned owl can remind you of your insignificance with just a glance.
We have enhanced the world for Great horned owls; they eat what we consider “vermin,” and in our fumbling with local ecosystems, vermin have more or less followed us through history. The resulting food sources (mice, rats, squirrels) provide a rich and varied diet for this not-very-picky, opportunistic predator. For this reason, and for their ferocity, Great horned owls are also called “Tigers of the Forest.”
At our busy wild bird hospital we are always a little dubious when people identify raptors. I have personally traveled to get a “baby eagle” or a “young hawk” from well-meaning homeowner’s back yards – birds that ended up being pigeons or woodpeckers. Once I went to a home in rural New Jersey to get a “huge” owl out of a wood-burning stove. “How big is it?” I asked the woman who frantically summoned our center with her plight. I needed to know because if I am going to open a stove door and meet a cornered, four-pound Tiger of the Forest, well, I’d like to prepare myself. To answer me, her eyes opened wider and she held her hands one over the other, 24 inches apart. I put on elbow long, thick welder’s gloves, opened the stove door and found an eight inch Eastern screech owl staring sleepily at me.
People have entered our center carrying refrigerator boxes with tiny nestling robins gaping frantically within. Or a small dog carrier stuffed with a Great blue heron. When Beth and her husband carried the plywood board with the garbage container sitting over it into the infirmary, I tilted it up and saw the huge, golden- feathered feet tipped with long black talons.
This was a Great horned owl. She was huge, but pathetically thin and blind. One eye was ruined; the black of the pupil was torn and misshapen. The other eye was filled internally with blood, as if it had been struck. Her keel – the breast bone, named for the boat-underside that it resembles – was blade-sharp, almost concave on either side, lacking any fat or muscle. On the owl’s rump, under and over the tail, in the downy feathers and in the vent and preen gland, were fly eggs, more fly eggs than I had personally ever encountered.
If you did not know fly eggs, you’d probably not recognize them as the preface to the voracious grubs which they become: maggots. Fly eggs appear innocuous: pale yellow, powdery-looking, they look like you could just brush them off, like snow. But the eggs are not powdery; they are sticky, like cotton candy, and to pry them off feathers is no small task. In fact, I had stayed late because Beth had mentioned that there were flies around the owl, so I was prepared for eggs or for maggots.
I was relieved to see eggs. Anyone who has dealt with injured animals in the summer knows why. It takes about 24 hours for maggots to hatch from the eggs. Besides not eating, squirming and swimming through open and closed flesh, fly eggs suggested that the bird wasn't down long.
I placed the owl into the warm incubator to stabilize her and began to gather anything I might need to pick off fly eggs. I had never done this alone – usually one of us holds the raptor while the other person treats it - and I didn't want to make the mistake of shorting myself on what I needed for cleaning her. I searched for the long, slant-ended, fly-egg-maggot-picking tweezers. I'm sure they must be called something else and created for other purposes, these instruments, but they perfect for picking a number of eggs or maggots at once with their half-inch slanted tips, as opposed to picking one at a time with regular tweezers. Even with them, I saw myself picking fly eggs by the millions into the morning.
I put thick leather gloves, and after about 30 minutes - long enough to be sure the she was warmed - I carefully slid the owl out of the incubator. She was weak, but still strong enough to grab and hold the towel on which she lay. She wouldn't let go, even as I tried to work it out of her feet, each of which were, by the way, about half the size of my hand. Okay, I thought, I'm not going to make an issue out of this. I could always use an extra towel around her feet.
At the examination table, holding both her legs under her belly with my left hand, I lay the big owl on her side on a clean towel, her feet away from me, covering her head with part of that towel and wrapping her feet with the one she was holding. This way if I got too absorbed in my egg-picking I couldn't inadvertently tilt my head into those taloned feet and find myself attached to a very pissed-off owl.
She lay still, as most birds do when you cover their heads and don’t hurt them. Debilitated as she was, her big feet yet held tight to her towel. Her sharp keel was testimony to her hunger. A healthy female Great-horned owl can weigh over four pounds and make meals of skunks and Canada geese. This owl weighed maybe 20 ounces and had probably eaten nothing for days. I carefully examined her mouth, beak and ears. Flies infest any openings as well as wounds. Her mouth was very pale and pasty, indicating shock and dehydration. I would give her fluids later. In the meantime, I applied ophthalmic antibiotic ointment to her eyes.
I had prepared gauze pads and two small bowls of warm water and betadine: one for cleaning and swabbing the owl’s skin, the other for dunking the tweezers of the eggs. I sprayed the owl’s rump with an oily medicine that kills maggots, and began picking eggs, methodically, dunking and swabbing. There were so many eggs that I put down the slanted-edged tweezers and used my gloved fingers, to get more mileage, as it were. But fly eggs are tenacious, and after about five minutes of finger-picking, I resorted again to the tweezers.
I lost track of time. My world became confined to the soft rear of a Great-horned owl’s rump and my objective in life was limited to the picking and picking of the fly eggs on it. From big masses of eggs I had reduced the load to small clumps, close to the base of her downy feathers. They were hard to remove without tearing out feathers. I wasn’t sure of the priorities. I decided to sacrifice some feathers for the cleaning of eggs.
By midnight, the owl’s rump was clean of fly eggs. She lay still, but I could see the soft rise of her breath. I wrapped her in the towel, lifted her gently, tilted up her head and tubed her the lactated ringers solution. The fluids – which I had to warm again - would help rehydrate her.
I’d done as much as possible. Tomorrow, we’ll see if she’s up for a more comprehensive examination. Maybe we can then make sense of her injuries.
I put her back into the incubator, propping her on a towel to support her breast so her poor eyes were safe from the walls if the incubator. She had objected to nothing of the indignities of the evening.
She still had the towel with her feet.
Moving Day, December 7, 1999
The ideas behind the moving of birds also are pertinent: are we working against time, trying to release a bird during migration? That bird can jump the line-up. Are we going to overwinter the bird? An overwintering bird can wait, but not a bird that has to move with the season.
So here’s what we did today:
At 9 AM we boxed and shipped a Broad-winged hawk and an Osprey to Florida (both having missed migration by recuperating at our center for a number of months) to be released tomorrow. Moving the Broadie was key, as that opened up what we call our Small Flight cage, which is 75’x25’.
The players were now in motion: as soon we cleaned that now-empty cage, Jeff and I moved two Red-tailed hawks and a Turkey vulture from the smaller Crow cages into the waiting Small Flight. When we entered its cage, the vulture, from its high perch, greeted us by unleashing yesterday’s meal. It is a rotten, fetid substance, vulture vomit. While Jeff netted the vulture and I cleaned up the cage, Jean moved two more Red-tails into the Small Flight. So now there were four Red-tails and a Turkey vulture in the Small Flight, ready for flight exercise they could not have gotten in the smaller cages.
Jeff and I went to the Waterfowl Cage, where there were two young Snowy owls. Snowy Owls are the largest and heaviest owls in North America at 1.6 kg, or almost 4 pounds. The Snowies, this year's babies, were hatched and raised by our resident, unreleasable adult Snowies. Now they are juveniles, fully as large if not fatter than their parents. We each netted and grabbed a huge and annoyed young Snowy, and moved them into The Cage Next to Tiger, which Jean had just emptied of its Red-tail inmates. We are waiting for the government paperwork to allow us to take the youngsters to Kay Mckeever’s Owl Foundation in Ontario, where they will stay until they are released in Manitoba next spring. Why were the Snowies in the waterfowl cage? It’s big, and so are they, and we wanted them to get some exercise. The Waterfowl Cage was the only large cage available at the time.
Moving out the Snowies opened up the Waterfowl cage, in which there is a large pool for swimming birds. We needed the pool to make sure a Black duck (recovering from a broken leg) could swim properly. And a juvenile Mute swan in a small recovery cage must be in water. We also needed to test-fly and exercise two Ring-billed gulls. Jeffrey took the swan and a gull, I took the duck and a gull, and after 10 minutes of moving these four birds from the various cages on the Trust’s 17 acres, we met in the Waterfowl cage.
And there they were: a surly Mute swan, a very nervous Black duck and two happy gulls. The swan immediately began to harass the duck, and the very high strung duck flew repeatedly across the cage, bouncing off the netted sides.
Bad swan. The duck, we feared, would hurt itself in the cage. We confirmed that it could indeed fly and swim, so I was assigned the job of releasing it in The Great Swamp National Wildlife Refuge. I packed up the Black duck in a carrier, drove deep into the Swamp, and released it. The Black duck skittered into the water. Home run. Hundreds of mallards and blacks swirled in the sky, dazzling me.
Back to the center. I netted and released a House finch from the Finch Cage and moved three more House finches that were treated in the infirmary for two weeks into the cage just vacated.
Soon after that Jean asked me to hold a Red-tailed hawk for for her to examine. The hawk could not stand (it had wacked itself into a window trying to get out of a warehouse) and suffered, we think, some central nervous system damage, from which it may or may not recover. We had to be sure nothing was broken. Jean examined its left leg while I held the other leg and the bird’s head, to keep it from footing or biting her.
“Hmmm. I don’t know if this foot works,” she mused. Then that foot reached over and grabbed my bare right hand, impaling my middle finger with a very large, sharp talon at the end of its very powerful working Red-tail foot.
“It works,” I hissed, “the foot definitely works. Get… it… off… me...please.” The trick in getting unloosed from a raptor’s angry talons is to go limp, as if you were a dead squirrel.
I did. I am, by necessity, very good in general with first aid.
It was three o'clock. The game was finally over in twelve innings. My back hurt, my finger was swollen and now frozen, claw-like, and my clothes were splattered with in a variety of bird substances.
But I did not get puked on by the vulture.